June 2009
9 posts
P.Y.T. has been one of my favorite songs!
http://www.comcast.net/articles/music/20090625/US.Michael.Jackson/
Is he really dead?!?!?
Halfcrazy.MP3
You are much more than just on of the biggest factors in my high school career, you have brought me to the point which I am at. You are the only person who allows me to be selfish, you understand me and when the world walks out on me its you who I can count on.
You are the death of me.
I want to go to the beach.
I want to stop sleeping alll day. I’ve been super lazy the past few days and I’m missing out on fun summer activities like the beach, and swimming, and stuff. Music In The Park? Maybe HAWWWLLLLLA.
Fuck you.
HTC; all day everyday.
addicted
While you’re just testing the waters, someone else may be in deep. Don’t let it go too far without letting them know where you’re coming from — and that you don’t know where this is going.
^my horoscope for today.
Pisces: Love & Relationships;
Daily Love for June 4, 2009 (Today)
Pisces
2/19 – 3/20
Daily Singles:
Your mind’s on your money, and in a larger sense on what others owe you. These kinds of computations rarely work in the realm of romance, so forgive those old debts of the heart.
We’ve had a good run, you meant the world + so much more to me. I’ll always be here, H<3.
May 2009
17 posts
Someone's honest feedback might be hard to hear...
Someone whose opinion you value will give you feedback today that leaves you feeling confused. You are always prepared to hear the truth from them, but the truth might not come in such a diplomatic package this time. They could react in a way that is too critical for you, although their intent is to help you. Try not to take this personally. Accept it at face value and don’t blame them for...
"Colombia Project"
I’ve been attempting to apologize to you for about 2 weeks now. I don’t know why I feel so terrible about what “I did to you.” I thought that you understood where I was coming from, that night when we talked about everything YOU SAID YOU UNDERSTOOD. I told you not to get involved and you still did. I know it isn’t your fault, but I don’t believe it is mine...
“But sometimes we’re so focused on finding our happy ending we don’t learn how to...”
– He’s Just Not That Into You (via littlemiss)
WTF.
Me: K. I'm making them so you can take it off with your teeth. Mm.
Deangelo: Mk(;
Deangelo: Mmm
Deangelo: Can I have one for my penis
Deangelo: Use the measurements on yer leg
Deangelo: Hahahah
Me: ...
Me: Haha.
Me: You fucking idiot.
Deangelo: Hahaha shutup!
I'm in way over my head.
During the past few days, you have grown on me. When I stop and think, I find it ridiculous that someone who has only spent the last five days with me can already alter my mood, and feelings. I didn’t think that anyone besides HIM, could sweep me off my feet. You are now proving me wrong.
I miss you, I want to apoligize, I want my best friend back. If only I had the balls to say...
Great Almost.
Today at work, an old fling came in to have lunch with his mother. When I first saw him, I was surprised because I have shoved him in the past. I didn’t think anything of it until afterwards. He could have been a really amazing boyfriend. He put up with all my needs, he dealt with my mood swings, he was there for me, and he gave me the upper hand. Not only did he have genuine, good...
Yours, truly.
Endings are never easy, I always build them up so much in my head that they can’t possibly live up to my expectations and I just end up disappointed. I’m not even sure why it matters to me so much how things end here. I guess it’s because we all wanna believe that what we do is very important, that people hang onto our every word, that they care what we think. The truth is you should consider...
“Finding happiness is like finding yourself. You don’t find happiness, you make...”
– David Leonhardt
Cinco de mayo
Happy 18th birthday Wilson (my best friend) (dark chinese boy) Ho! <3.
“The power of a relationship always lies in the hands of the person who cares the...”
– Ghosts of Girlfriends Past
but power does not equal happiness.
I have nothing to show for the last two and a half years I’ve invested. I’m stuck in a sick love triangle where I know I am being used and I do nothing about it. I talk about my independence, but I can’t even go longer than a few days without you. I say how I think I’ve always been “too good for you.” Yet, I always run back. You know me better than...
“Beginnings are scary, endings are usually sad; it’s what you do in between...”
– Unknown
I want to be able to look back at high school, and say that I’ve made my most valuable mistakes. So much has happened during the last four years, nothing has really stayed the same. I can say that I wish somethings would have never happened; Like that time I was “arrested’ in the parking lot -_-. But, I don’t regret doing anything. If I had another chance to re-do...
April 2009
2 posts
Off life.
Things I love:
- Pandora.
- Every 5th and 20th of the month.
- Communication Hills.
- Having time to get ready (I hate being rushed)
- My pink blackberry storm.
- Having cute toes(:
- Being able to eat like a 38478237 pound fat black guy, and never gaining weight.
- Having pen pals.
- When my skin is REALLY clear.
- Those fake sticky boob things.
- Reds.
- Being inside the...
You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go ‘somewhere’ else to perhaps experience that little extra ‘understanding’. The way things are at this time is causing you considerable stress and anxiety. Your friends and acquaintances...